Virus and My Laptop

The story starts when I purchased my dell inspiron 1525. I bought a game "enter the matrix" good game but what it did was, Hell the blue screen of death. I thought my hard disk was corrupted. The same happened with counter-strike. But finally when I uninstalled both the games the problem solved automatically.

Then after installing several other games, One day I thought of installing Norton Anti-Virus. You know what it did, It detected some virus named win-almanahe along with hacktool rootkit. but the worst part of the story was that it failed to identify virus like new folder.exe along with some unknown viruses. Then after my free subscription of norton was over I decided to remove it.

I downloaded an antivirus smartav.exe. But as I removed norton It left some traces of virus itself which remained even after formatting my computer (the interesting point is that I formatted my laptop before that almost 4-5 times in 2 months). Then as I installed the smartav.exe It removed new folder.exe but please trust on nobody it modifies some of my regisrty which again forced me to format.

I thought of manual removal of virus. I came across the fact that the .com files are preferable to .exe files. When I was at home I came across a file name NTdetect.com or something like that I deleted it. My computer stopped booting. alas what a great piece. I talked to model to take a fresh copy of window through which I repaired my laptop for the first ( before it I only used formatting).

Then I came across the recent attack of olhrwef.exe. It was the worst I could have ever imagined it did everything to my computer. but because of my genius brain and the google I maunally removed the deadliest encounter. but It was not the worst.

I was searching for a software to boost up my internet speed I came across to a .exe file. and you know it installed various of spywares. I will give you image.



My comupter is sending hunderds of mails to unidentified email addresses and I am frustrated of that. Please tell me what can I do.

But this is not the end there are too many worms roaming inside the body of my comupter
Please help me.

The Confession

This time I am sure you have read the story of "The prince and the swallow" (don't recollect the name correctly).

Once I asked to a teacher, may be a stupid question but I asked, Who will decide who is right, do the society or the god.

That was a long time ago when I read the story when I believed in angels, for helping the people the angel took the broken heart of the prince and the dead sparrow to the heaven.

Now years later what I saw that I missied in that story is the concept of a feeling of being good that might not take you to the heaven but you feel it from the inside. 

No, the most important thing I missed is that who will decide that a sparrow and his little prince is good or not. That was a story of ancient time when we have an axiom that being good is about being helpful. Now the thing comes to the question to my teacher who will decide good. 

Will osama decide that being good means an antagonist to idol-worshipper?

Will US deciede that being a soviet means  you are fed up?

Will Russia decide that being a capitalist means you are of no use?

Will Priest decide that being a harijan means a dog?

I just wants to ask who the hell is the society to decide that we are wrong? This world decides whatever is convinent to them. It sounds absurd but I think humans have conscience to think what is wrong and what is right.

You may give the examples of insanes, mads, fanatics the question again arises: do you want to behave the same way?

The world may tell you it is right because it is better for the society but do you think it is?

This question I have forgotten years ago that was what I want to confess.

The Psyche

Now this is the moment when I feel deprived of myself. The statement is quite two way: may be I really am feeling embarresed when they behave like that or may be They feel embarresed when they behave the way shouldn't to the the upcoming emperor or the living prodigy.

The statement when communicated properly leave an effect of the green light which can be seen only to the poles where one can try to go to Valhalla. But still the way of one's communication should not be ambiguous as if he may meant nothing to others like blacks and whites of constitution. the main drawback with the constitution is it is not for others to understand but to communicate by force.

The world of which its emporer is thinking about would have the basic concept of anarchy but still anarchy communicates nothing of rules. The rules of communication must be properly understood like a mass communicator thats why i suppose most of us persue the course.

Still I don't know why most of them just don't feel about hurting others may be basically they have the same feeling that I do have of anarchy, but they want democracy or dictartorship (which I belive is somewhat same). I think the only cause may their way of applying there emotions. 

I just want to ask a simple question if they do believe in any of them don't I exist, or is their feeling of democracy or dictatorship only guide to their emotions not mine.

Some of them do understand it but still the question of application remains what matters in the last for me. The irony is I pretend not to think about the ambigous feelings which makes the whole lot of me.

This case wont' be their for any psyche(spirit) in the world. If yes are you one?